So, I just kind of sorta outed myself on Facebook. Now, I didn’t post in my status “I’m pregnant” or anything. I just posted a photo of me holding my bump “looking” kind of pregnant. Ha Ha. I admit, I’m a chicken. People are going to start finding out. I might as well give them a hint. I guess. Now I wish I could take the picture off.
Today, we are 14 weeks!!! Yeah!
I am starting to wander more into the baby sections of stores. Browsing. I still can’t bring myself to buy anything. But I look. I am planning to start cleaning out “the room” this weekend.
I am getting more comfortable saying, “when the baby comes.”
I am starting to save for maternity leave.
I am going to start exercising again, because hey, this baby seems like he/she is firmly lodged in there.
C-Dub and I had an interesting conversation last night about parenting.
I am getting more comfortable saying “I am pregnant.”
Wow. I’ve come a long way.
I still check my underwear obsessively.
I still poke at my boobs on any given day to see if they are still sore.
I enjoy indigestion and heartburn.
I still have the obsessive need to check for the baby’s heartbeat every other minute.
I still think….what if?????
So, three steps forward, one step back.
But it’s OK.
Because today I am pregnant. I am pregnant today. I will be pregnant tomorrow, and next week, and next month…….you get my drift.