I went to a baby shower today. What possessed me? I survived . My friend was nice and round and pregnant. She is due in 10 weeks. A couple of other friends brought their children(all under 2). One other had her 1 month old baby boy, still breastfeeding. I was surrounded by fertility. SURROUNDED. And I survived. I even survived when the baby shower girl asked me if I was still pregnant. I didn’t even tear up when I said no.
But then, I came home and had a large piece of Dulce De Leche Cheesecake and a LARGE glass of wine.
I feel better now.