I LOVE to read!! In my house, there is literally a book on every surface(much to C-Dub’s dismay). I keep running out of bookcases! Anyway, I found this list on Tales of a Brown-eyed-girl’s blog. Here’s how it works: 1) Look at the list and bold those you have read. 2) Italicize those you intend to read. 3) Underline (or… View Post
So OK. My baby cuz did turn out to be pregnant. She took 4 tests and got 4 BFP’s before she was convinced. How ironic is that? I am happy for her. I can’t wait to play with her baby. But…..you know. I was trying to explain how I feel about all of this to my mother. She believes that… View Post
Sooooo. Sooooo. My cousin S, who is the youngest in my family at 23, called me today for some advice. I am a nurse after all, and a Labor and Delivery one at that. Now, S called me to tell me that she was late…..with her period………. She took a cheap pregnancy test, and got a faint 2nd line. A faint… View Post
So yesterday at work, 2 co-workers decided to pull me aside(why me?) and confide that they were pregnant. It’s like the universe is mocking me. At least that how is seems. It was hard to stay upbeat and not kick, scream and cry, but I did it. I even made all the appropriate noises and said the right things. After all, I am really happy for… View Post
I give up. I started spotting again this morning with these horrible cramps. My cramps have NEVER been this bad! It’s like some horrible penance for hoping for a BFP. TMI here, but I put in a tampon and an hour later, it was full. C-Dub finally realized how important this is to me when he caught me trying to cry… View Post
I think I’m out. Temps were way low this morning, below the cover-line. I am trying not to loose it. Doesn’t help that I have to go to a housewarming party today with a couple who got pregnant by “accident.” The baby is 4 months. I love babies and all, but not in the mood to see one today.
Sooo, I went out and bought a couple of pregnancy tests. And not the cheap ones either. I got a digital Clearblue easy. I don’t want to have to guess about is there a line or not. I want the damn thing to say Pregnant or not pregnant. But why am I torturing myself by just having the damn things in… View Post