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RANTING……other people's pregnancies…….Again…..

You know that MD I was talking about a few days ago?  The one who bought the donuts and pizza at work?  Well, the MD also happens to be a good friend of mine.  Well, the heifer is pregnant.   And not only is she pregnant, but she is 18 weeks pregnant. Do you know what that means?  SHE IS DUE ON THE SAME DATE AS I WAS DUE!   I know WHY she kept it a secret( to be honest, I knew she was pregnant, I was in denial too).    But come on God, the SAME day?

I was a good friend(as usual) and smiled, and hugged and listened.

Damn, why can’t I be a BITCH?

Here I am, CD11, when I should be 18 weeks.  

Here I am wondering if  I am getting ready to Ovulate when I should have been wondering  if I am having a girl or a boy.

Here I am trying to loose weight instead of worrying about gaining too much!

Here I am not pregnant, while everyone else is.

Life really isn’t fair is it?

  • Reply
    Michelle
    January 25, 2009 at 2:57 pm

    I’m sorry that just really sucks! Hang in there!

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    Cara
    January 25, 2009 at 6:03 pm

    I’m so sorry that you have a worldy reminder – a countdown – to keep you right where you should have been.

    Losing a baby is so hard – the what if’s are equally shitty.

    ((hugs)) ilcw

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    TheMrs
    January 25, 2009 at 6:11 pm

    *big hug* I wish had the right words to comfort you. Just know that it’s okay to feel the way you do.

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    Scrapper26
    January 25, 2009 at 8:37 pm

    I know it is frustrating but it all happens in good time. I went through similar feelings as all my friends got married. Now that I am married, I think- what in the world was I rushing for? lol.. I have friends that are in your boat on the baby thing but trust me- God’s time is always the right time. It will happen. I am still praying for you! 🙂 Keep your head up and it is ok to rant cuz your fan club is here to boost your spirits- face it- you are loved!

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    iambrowneyedgirl
    January 27, 2009 at 3:33 pm

    I’m still so sad that this happened to you.

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