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She’s back!!!

Well.

As you all know, I’ve been under the weather since Sunday.  Nauseated, light headed, just icky feeling.  So I took a test. 

NEGATIVE!

There was only one pink line.

Gradually, I got better, but there were/are still moments of feeling “off”.

Well finally, this morning at 5 am, I got my reason,

Aunt Flo has returned. In all of her gut churning, cramping, messy glory.

Oh yuck.

On the one hand, I am happy about the return of my fertility.  I was beginning to wonder after 10 months.

But then, I am also AFRAID.  This means I can get pregnant again.

To me this is the stangest feeling. I spent almost 2 years trying my best to get pregnant by any means necessary.  It feels strange to me that I am now once again actively NOT trying to be pregnant.  I can’t even imagine having another one right now.  I bow down in wonder at the women who do it.  But me? We’re not ready over here!

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    brown-eyed-girl
    October 13, 2010 at 5:12 pm

    Glad AF is back on track! And YES i DO feel crazy for going in for another round!

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    Mommy Boots
    October 13, 2010 at 7:50 pm

    It is a VERY strange feeling to be actively PREVENTING pregnancy after so many months of TTC.

    I got my first PP AF 3 months after Nellie. But I also was not breastfeeding then. And I hate her just as much now as I did then!

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    keyalus
    October 15, 2010 at 12:59 am

    I’m not ready at all but I’m getting old…sigh. I said no babies after 35 and I’ll be 34 in three weeks. Rules are meant to be broken. I have no desire to be pregnant anytime soon!

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