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Tomorrow…………

Tomorrow, I’m going to the BIG ultrasound.

C-Dub is coming with me.

I’m excited, I’m scared. I’m nervous.

But why?  I just saw him last week, he was FINE!

But every time the ultrasound probe comes towards me, I feel this dread, this unexplainable anxiety that he won’t be there. 

I’ve got to get over this fear.  I’ve got to.

I went into Babies R Us today, to look for a baby shower gift for a co-worker. 

I.Was.OVERWHELMED.

To say the least. 

I felt like a diabetic in a candy store.  I wanted to buy Buy BUY.

Of course, I didn’t buy anything.  Too scared.

Crazy huh?

Really, this was  a crazy crazy day.

All I can do is keep the faith.  And countdown until tomorrow.

  • Reply
    Nina
    July 15, 2009 at 6:05 am

    I totally understand that fear. I’m terrified it’ll happen again.

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    Kathy S.
    July 15, 2009 at 10:41 am

    You are so very NOT alone!!! I am 17 weeks with twins with history of a loss at 7 weeks. Terrified myself. I have been reading your blog since right before I got pregnant. I wish you and C-Dub and your miracle bundle lots of love and happiness!!!!!

    • Reply
      rosesdaughter
      July 15, 2009 at 8:17 pm

      thanks everyone!

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    B MoM
    July 15, 2009 at 3:03 pm

    oh yeah…yesterday I had a PNA and I was freaked b/c I thought doc wouldn’t be able to find the HB on the doppler. But he did, and all was well. Whew. Good luck at your BIG u/s. Mine is next week monday!

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    becomingwhole
    August 4, 2009 at 1:31 pm

    You sound so very normal to me. I’m nervous for you, too. I can’t wait until you hold your sweet baby in your arms.
    So glad you posted–sending you peace.

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