Tomorrow, I’m going to the BIG ultrasound.
C-Dub is coming with me.
I’m excited, I’m scared. I’m nervous.
But why? I just saw him last week, he was FINE!
But every time the ultrasound probe comes towards me, I feel this dread, this unexplainable anxiety that he won’t be there.
I’ve got to get over this fear. I’ve got to.
I went into Babies R Us today, to look for a baby shower gift for a co-worker.
To say the least.
I felt like a diabetic in a candy store. I wanted to buy Buy BUY.
Of course, I didn’t buy anything. Too scared.
Really, this was a crazy crazy day.
All I can do is keep the faith. And countdown until tomorrow.