Today at work, I had the pleasure of taking care of my friend while she was being induced to have her baby. This is the same friend whose baby shower I went to the day after my D&C. She had 2 miscarriages and is finally having a baby. I wish I could say that I didn’t feel envious. I can’t. I AM glad though, that I didn’t feel animosity, hate, nastiness, or any of those other things that I tend to start feeling every now and then when taking care of a patient. Her pregnancy going to term gives me hope. It’s the reason I went to her baby shower, and it’s the reason I asked agreed to be her nurse while she was in labor. We even joked about how she would take care of me when I got pregnant again. She’s a true friend. (sniff sniff)
Hmmm, I’m making jokes about when i get pregnant again.
C-Dub has made his way up to DC to see our president get inaugurated next Tuesday. I didn’t want to go because A) the crowds B) it’s going to be cold as hell and C) I grew up in DC, and if I was still there, I still wouldn’t be going. and finally D) Someone’s got to work.
But I am proud of our new president elect! I freely admit to being a groupie. I can’t wait for Tuesday to be over so that he can get to work. I need a stimulus. I need to be stimulated!!!
And finally, today is CD3 of my new cycle. Kind of a weird AF. It started off spotting, went on to full fledged bleeding(I’m talking about going through super tampons AND a pad in 2 hours.) And now I’m on to light bleeding. Sorry if that’s TMI. But this is a TTC blog! I am excited for AF to be over so we can start BDing to make a baby!