I never thought I would be here. When I saw the BFN, I was sad. But hey, I thought to myself, it's still early. But later that day, AF showed in full force. I feel…..numb. BD was timed perfectly this month. I did everything right. I have nothing left.
Now, for the next two months, I really won't be trying. A break imposed by distance from C-Dub. I'll be home the first of November(right around election day). I'll make my “I've been TTC for over one year, now what's wrong with me,” appointment with my new OB ( new insurance).
On the bright side, no temping, no OPK's, no obsessing on did I BD at the right time or not. No IPS, no 2WW, no BFN's.
On the really bright side, my vacation starts in 8 days. We are going on a 7 day cruise! And since there was a BFN, I can drink all the lemon drop martini's that I want!
Got to look on the positive side. Got to STAY POSITIVE!