Sooo, I went out and bought a couple of pregnancy tests. And not the cheap ones either. I got a digital Clearblue easy. I don't want to have to guess about is there a line or not. I want the damn thing to say Pregnant or not pregnant.
But why am I torturing myself by just having the damn things in the house? I swore to myself that I would not POAS until FF tells me to! My longest period was 36 days, and my average LP is 14 days. So if I add all of that up it means I test on Tuesday. 2 days earlier than fertility friend tells me to.
It's going to be so hard to resist. Especially since I opened my mouth and blabbed to C-Dub. I told him I was sort of kind of late. And then I got dizzy while getting out the car this afternoon, and the cramps continue. So he keeps giving me this look.
Will someone just put me out of my misery? Can I scream?