11 weeks

I made it.

I am past the point in the last pregnancy when I miscarried.

I have made it to 11 weeks.

I spent all day yesterday obsessively checking my underwear over and over and over again. 

When I woke up this morning, I checked again.  And again.

Nothing.

My boobs are still killing me, no morning sickness, but a feeling of ickiness remains.  The hunger remains. 

Today I am pregnant.

I am starting to believe I will be pregnant tomorrow too.  And next week, and next month, and the month after that.

I am starting to believe again that I will see my precious little baby by November.

I BELIEVE!

I am crying writing this because I feel like I can breathe! I’ve almost made it to the second trimester!!!!!!

GOD IS GOOD!