Frustrations

OK.

In the midst of this crisis, C-Dub is talking about quitting his job.

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME??????

Points for me, I managed to stay calm and talk him down using reason:

a: you have a baby on the way

b: your wife has no job

I should have known this was coming.  C-Dub is notorious for loving a job for a few months, then deciding he hates it around month 6( he’s right on time).  He’s also been making “noises” about being unsatisfied at work.  But I put it off to the fact that he never got a good training, he’s never done this kind of work before, and it’s just a new situation.  I understand the frustration.  I was there last year when I was the only one working and hated my job.  But I made sure not to quit one job without having another! And even then, I worked TWO jobs until he got one!!!!!!

He had the nerve to say that McDonald’s would be better than the job he has now.

OK: $45,000/year vs maybe $15,000??????

Once again:

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME???????

I can just feel my blood pressure going up.  This on top of me not feeling well all day.  I’ve been so lethargic and sleepy that I am worrying a little. And then he tried to make me feel guilty about wanting to order a pizza tonight instead of cooking because we need to save money. I KNOW this.  But I am willing splurge tonight on a $15  pizza to keep us from eating peanut butter and jelly sandwiches or cooking.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

Can I just scream? Curse him out when he gets home? Strangle him in his sleep and get the insurance money?

I.Do.NOT. Need. This.Right.Now.