The Countdown starts…….

Today, I am pregnant. 

I am pregnant today.

Even though I am saying and believing in my mantra, I still took another pregnancy test this morning at work.  It helps that I work in a Doctor’s office and that there are boxes and boxes of them. I took one yesterday and Saturday too.  I am obsessively POAS I know.  But it makes me feel better.  It comforts me.  It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.  So sue me

Today I am pregnant.

I am pregnant today.

Wooo-Saaaaah.

I made my first OB appointment today.  They wait until 8 weeks to let you come in.  So, my 1st appointment, where you get the 1st OB sono(to hear the heartbeat and see the baby bean), blood, etc on April 14th.

My birthday.

Soooooo.  This could either be the most wonderful birthday of my life, or the worst.

Why did I agree? Because it’s the only day I have off without taking time off from work since I am still in the first 90 days and don’t have access to time off until May.

Ahhhhh, the irony.

But hell, that’s 22 days from now!

How am I not going to drive myself crazy for 22 days?

By repeating:

Today I am pregnant.

I am pregnant today…………

13 Comments

  1. Congratulations are in order I see. =) Great idea about how to handle the next 22 days after a loss. Should I fall pregnant again, I will probably take up a similar approach. Today you are pregnant!!!
    ICLW

  2. Keep peeing on those sticks baby! That’s what I would do. Throwing some positive sticky vibes your way!

    Yay, you’re pregnant today!

    ICLW

  3. Keep thinking pregnant thoughts, and we’ll all send baby dust your way. Baby dust + pee-sticks should make a good barrier and keep away all those awful things. Heart ya, honey. ICLW

  4. congratulations! I’ll make sure to send some positive vibes your way over the next few weeks. I’m sure the time will come before you know it!

    ICLW

  5. ICLW

    Congrats! What a turn around. I hope this makes your husband happy and breaks him from what I just read a few weeks back. ~hugs~

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