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I wanna thank God, Baby Jesus, Clearblue easy, C-Dub……..

I am walking around in a daze.

C-Dub has been doing fine.  We couldn’t get in any earlier for our appointment, so it will have to be next week.  He seems to have had a load lifted off of him, just by telling me.  We’ve been praying and taking  it one day at a time, and it’s been working for us.

C-Dub and I made the decision not to tell anyone this time.

Last time we shouted it from the rooftops.

I slipped and told my momma though.

But she is banned from telling my Daddy. 

He. Cannot. Hold. Water.

LORD HAVE MERCY!!!

How am I going to get through the next 9 months?????????

C-Dub told me not to worry myself sick this time.  Let go and let God.

Easier said than done.

OK, let’s get to what you really want to hear.

I had been feeling great all this week.  I realized that this weekend, my  period was supposed to start, but I wasn’t really thinking about it.  Then, on Monday, I took my temp.  Just to see.  It was high.

Hmmmmm.

So, then on Tuesday, I took it again.  Dipped down.  Oh well, I thought.  Just as well.

But on Wednesday, It had gone back up again.

I thought about it off and on all day.  Mostly off because my bra felt like it was two sizes too small and I was anxious to get home and take it off. 

Sooo, as soon as I got home, off came the bra.  As I am standing there, scratching away(tmi, I know) C-Dub comes in and says,

“Wow, your breasts are huge.”

I smiled, some hanky panky followed, but in the back of my mind, the seed had been planted.

So, I had a dollar store test in the cabinet.

Peed on it: 

One line.

I came back about 5 minuted later to throw it away because I didn’t want C-Dub to see it and know what I was doing.

There was a faint second line.

OMG.

Now, I saved my last Clearblue easy digital.  I wanted so bad to take it, but I decided if I was gonna use it, it would be with first morning urine.

Of course I got no sleep last night.  Plus, I woke up to pee.

Hmmmmm

I shot up and of course, took my temp:still up.  Wiped:no spotting.   I peed on a stick and got ready for work.

I look back at it after getting dressed.

PREGNANT.

Those words I have longed for.

I bust out of the bathroom and woke C-Dub up.

He squinted at it . “For real?”  I get a big hug and a kiss and a “see, I told you it would happen.”

So all day, I have been in a daze.  It’s not real to me yet.  At all.  I feel disconnected.  I want to hope.  So badly.  But I am scared to.  I made it to 10 weeks 6 days last time.  Until I am 11 weeks, I won’t be comfortable.  Hell, until the baby is out and safe in my arms, I will be pulling my hair.

Woooo-sah.

cady

Monday 23rd of March 2009

congrats! i'm hoping you have a great 9 months. :)

iclw

Annie

Friday 20th of March 2009

Congrats! sending you tons of sticky vibes!

Shannon

Friday 20th of March 2009

Here from LFCA

Congrats! I had a miscarriage in Early February and we are looking at doing another IUI in the next few days...I am worrying already...I don;t know how one can't.

I completely understand what you are going through.

(((HUGS)))

TheMrs

Friday 20th of March 2009

Look at God work!!

I'm so, so VERY excited for you guys!!

LadySpade the Queen

Friday 20th of March 2009

Congratulations. Wishing u lots of hope and luck!