Searching for work…..

I went for a job interview yesterday.

I was near tears the whole time.

How on earth am I going to go back to work???

I was gone for a total of 4.5 hours.  I could hardly concentrate on the interview because I was obsessed with wondering if the baby was OK.  I don’t know if I made a good impression or not.  Frankly, I really didn’t care.( Sad huh?)

The job itself would be nice.  It is a DAY SHIFT position that is PRN.  I would only be required to work 4 shifts in a 4 week cycle.  One of them has to be a weekend shift.  Really, it is ideal.  C-Dub could work from home that one day a week which would eliminate the need for day care until I’m ready for it.  And the pay is GREAT. 

Hmmmmmmmmmm.

Anyways, it was hard leaving my Pookah for just those 4.5 hours, how am I going to manage 12 hours at a time?

Decisions, decisions. 

Who would have known that I would be so reluctant to leave him?  I never thought that I would want to be one of those Mommy’s who doesn’t want to leave her baby, but here I am……one of THOSE mothers.

Who knew?