I’ve been really thinking about what it is that I REALLY want for my life right now. What really matters.
It started earlier this week when I finally met with my manager and she told me that moving to days any sooner than August wasn’t happening. And even then, it was iffy. Apparently, the position is mine….when she feels like moving me into it.
It set me to thinking about quality of life, and what quality I want mine to have.
I’ve marinated on it all week.
The fact is that I am not happy about 75% of the time. I spend about that much time either dreading going to work, getting ready to go to work, working or recovering from work.
That’s no way to live.
So, I’ve come to the conclusion that something has got to give before I loose all i’ve got.
So I asked C-Dub last night, while at work in the mist of some serious fuckery,if I could just quit.
He said do it.
Nice to have support when you need it huh?
So I’ll give her until August.
And then we’ll see……