I think I’m out. My temps have been plunging for the last few days. Strangely, while I feel disappointed, I don’t feel that crushing sadness that I felt last month. I am even kind of happy because I need to make some career changes and being pregnant right now would put a quick stop to that. Also, it would put a stop to my weight loss. Selfish huh? Probably. But I’ve been the most unselfish person in the world for the last 10 months. I’ve given up lots of things I love to do what’s “best” for my baby/body. I have changed my whole lifestyle! The very first thing I think of in the morning is…….what’s my temp today? So, this month is a no go. I’m not upset. I’m not sad. Hell, I really just don’t care. No, that’s not true. I care, but just not this month. I have to make some changes in my professional life right now, soooooooo………It might be for the best. But of course, if by some miracle AF doesn’t show…………..
Thursday 14th of August 2008
I believe in miracles! =)