You know, I don’t know what it is, but I’m discovering that i don’t really want to go natural anymore.
I find myself admiring relaxed hair again. Now, don’t get me wrong, I love natural hair. LOVE IT! But I don’t think right now I am cut out to go through the process of getting it where it needs to be to look good. I don’t have the time to fool with my hair as much as I would need to to keep it HEALTHY and natural. I work, I have a 1o month old and a husband and house to take care of. I don’t have time to develop a routine!
I don’t know if my self esteem is lower or what, but I am not feeling my natural curls. AT ALL.
It’s thick, it’s hard to manage and I am tired of trying.
And I REFUSE to look a hot mess this weekend when the baby gets dedicated!!
SMH. Another big fat FAIL.