I am sooooo jealous. There were three patients in the office today, who got their ultrasounds.
I WANT ONE!!!!
Anyway, patient #1: 6 weeks 3 days(just like me) got to see her little one. Poor thing could barely function. She had the all day morning sickness thing going on. I'm jealous.
Patient #2:last OB check, had being trying to get pregnant for 10 years. Now, at 40, she is pregnant with triplets. And sooo sooo happy. I am happy for her.
Now, Patient #3: First IVF after secondary infertility. She is also pregnant with triplets. This is the one,who when she found out she had triplets, started wailing:”But I thought it was only a 1% chance for triplets!!!”
I tried to explain “Sweetie, you are that 1%”
So, every ultrasound since then, she has been hoping against hope that one of the triplets had “vanished” or “died”. It's kind of sick really. My doc offered her a chance to reduce, but she refuses. So every week, she just hopes that one or two are gone.
I swear, I will be so glad when she is done and dismissed to her ob/gyn.
It's so sad, because there are so many women who would LOOOOOOOOOVE to be in her place.
Anyway, I am waiting. 7 days until my birthday and 7 days until I get to see my little gummy bear/jelly bean/sweet pea. I am trying to speak only positivity into the universe right now.
C-Dub has a job interview on Thursday! A friend of his owns a company that writes resumes for people. So, he re wrote C-Dub's for FREE and he sent it out. The same day, he got the interview! I am soooo excited. It's paying more than he has EVER made.
I am afraid to be hopeful. Just like with the ultrasound next week.
But, I am going to put it out there……..
C-Dub WILL get this job.
Next week, I will see my baby's heart beating.
I will. Because today I am pregnant, I am pregnant today. I WILL be pregnant next week. I WILL see my Baby's Heartbeat. I WILL have a happy healthy nine months.
I WILL meet my precious, happy, healthy baby in November.