Well.
As you all know, I’ve been under the weather since Sunday. Nauseated, light headed, just icky feeling. So I took a test.
NEGATIVE!
There was only one pink line.
Gradually, I got better, but there were/are still moments of feeling “off”.
Well finally, this morning at 5 am, I got my reason,
Aunt Flo has returned. In all of her gut churning, cramping, messy glory.
Oh yuck.
On the one hand, I am happy about the return of my fertility. I was beginning to wonder after 10 months.
But then, I am also AFRAID. This means I can get pregnant again.
To me this is the stangest feeling. I spent almost 2 years trying my best to get pregnant by any means necessary. It feels strange to me that I am now once again actively NOT trying to be pregnant. I can’t even imagine having another one right now. I bow down in wonder at the women who do it. But me? We’re not ready over here!
keyalus
Friday 15th of October 2010
I'm not ready at all but I'm getting old...sigh. I said no babies after 35 and I'll be 34 in three weeks. Rules are meant to be broken. I have no desire to be pregnant anytime soon!
Mommy Boots
Wednesday 13th of October 2010
It is a VERY strange feeling to be actively PREVENTING pregnancy after so many months of TTC.
I got my first PP AF 3 months after Nellie. But I also was not breastfeeding then. And I hate her just as much now as I did then!
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brown-eyed-girl
Wednesday 13th of October 2010
Glad AF is back on track! And YES i DO feel crazy for going in for another round!