BAB Update

Well. I’ve failed.

BIG TIME.

I’m two pounds ABOVE my starting weight.

I just don’t have any motivation.  If I work out too much, my supply drops.  If I eat too few calories, my supply drops. If I eat too many low calorie foods, my supply drops.

I give up.

Besides, I never exercise like I’m supposed too.  When I try to fit it in, I find that I have to take away from time I could be: sleeping, cleaning, spending time with the Pookah, spending time with C-Dub, writing on my blog, paying bills, etc.

It’s just not happening at this time.

I’m trying to eat healthier.  I find that when I consciously try to eat healthy, I maintain or loose weight. But it’s hard because I am ALWAYS hungry.  ALWAYS. 

 And Dammit! I love Ben and Jerry’s Americone Dream Ice Cream and I am not willing to give it up!

I am amazed that I haven’t gained more.  It must be the breastfeeding.   

Soooo, I guess what I’m saying is that I am giving up on the BABProject.  At least for now. 

I thought it was important to me, but I’ve just come to the conclusion that right now, I have enough on my plate.  I’ll keep the banner though because you never know! Next week, I may feel differently.

But for those girls who are still participating, I will be rooting for you!!!!