Well. I’ve failed.
I’m two pounds ABOVE my starting weight.
I just don’t have any motivation. If I work out too much, my supply drops. If I eat too few calories, my supply drops. If I eat too many low calorie foods, my supply drops.
I give up.
Besides, I never exercise like I’m supposed too. When I try to fit it in, I find that I have to take away from time I could be: sleeping, cleaning, spending time with the Pookah, spending time with C-Dub, writing on my blog, paying bills, etc.
It’s just not happening at this time.
I’m trying to eat healthier. I find that when I consciously try to eat healthy, I maintain or loose weight. But it’s hard because I am ALWAYS hungry. ALWAYS.
And Dammit! I love Ben and Jerry’s Americone Dream Ice Cream and I am not willing to give it up!
I am amazed that I haven’t gained more. It must be the breastfeeding.
Soooo, I guess what I’m saying is that I am giving up on the BABProject. At least for now.
I thought it was important to me, but I’ve just come to the conclusion that right now, I have enough on my plate. I’ll keep the banner though because you never know! Next week, I may feel differently.
But for those girls who are still participating, I will be rooting for you!!!!